花自飘零水自流，一种相思，两处闲愁。

I like this~ seriously

2010-11-17T01:34:00.001+08:00

每日一句

2010-03-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

成熟的人不问过去，
聪明的人不问未来，
豁达的人不问现在。

～×星云法师×～

sentence of the day~

2010-02-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

幸福，不过是一种妥协。

懒惰的人，是比较幸福的。

他们不愿意努力去寻觅，

自然也不会有痛苦和失望。

《面包树出走了》

我提着一个袋子，边走边拾。

一路上拾起无数我不想要的东西。

当我遇到我真正想要的东西时，

袋子已经装满了。

《印度墨》

社会只爱健康的聪明的，肯拼命的人，

谁耐心跟谁婆婆妈妈，

生活中一切都变成公事，互相利用。

至于事态炎凉，人情淡薄，统统是正常的。

《小学同学》

Goodbye 2009!

2010-01-02T20:28:00.000+08:00

Bonjour!
Long time din blog already, sorry my dear readers.
quite a busy in time, haha. Busy to relax.
I gonna proceed my studies on 04/01/2010 to Uni... quite excited and I waiting for new life.
By the way, next monday gonna be my big day...woohoo!
new school, new life, new friends, new surrounding, new tutors.
Everything is new. but this does not include my
bags ( daddy band me to buy new bags...T.T)
shoes ( waiting daddy to buy a new shoe, as he promised).
what I gonna do is to save money for buying a new phone, and find a job relating to degree I gonna persue.
2010 for me is a very tough year, but I gonna take it as a challenge, as a improvement in my life.
and for my dear gor and jie~
kuantan trip's blog i gonna blog when i have time.

If the toothpaste have sale for RM4.90 for one in a particular day once a year...how many will you buy?

2009-12-16T18:25:00.002+08:00

lol...my answer is 22... ^v^'''

SPM finally ended...

2009-12-16T18:17:00.002+08:00

start to feel boring right now after SPM...haiz
what to do??

Family Weekend with M3nergy...

2009-11-26T01:00:00.003+08:00

Hi, guys!

this belated post suppose to be posted her after the family weekend organised by my dad's employer.
Here is some of the pictures took by the photographer.(although i'm not that pretty...T.T, but I being the best of myself during that time... live with no regrets...~)

First day ~

This is what I love the most. King size bed, decorative room, air conditioner and comfortable toilet~~

cool man!

this picture was captured from the balcony I standing on outside the hotel.

nice view isn't? if possible, I will head down there once again with bbf to take pictures...

is AWESOME!

seaside of Swiss Garden Resort

IS DINNER TIME!

this photo is my family and uncle's (from india) family...

^^, we enjoy the dinner..

sorry, my hair was wet and cant do anything on it...T.T

running out of time of course.I don't mind you call me aunt Louise for this...

only this...

cant see clearly...but the image still there, wondering who she is?

you may not familiar with her because she is the 90's singer, maybe?

actually I'm not familiar with her also...=.='''

at least i know her name, is Sheila Majid!

Syok Sendiri session...can't left this... addicted!

blek~~

1st day is ended...Sleep after that because of exhausted!

Second day ~

Of course is about games all that...And I took part in singing competition...with my braces! BRACES!

Oops! Fall down! Don't care so much , time is precious at that time.

1 second different the place you being on.WTF?...

this picture was taken with my one of my dad's company's employee, and my sister!

don't look for the shoe, I know she is tall, and taller then me even when I wearing high heels.

Fireworks! impressive~

After that~~

"Only You" by The Platters is my only choice to sing that time... because I didn't bring my MV clip cd, and need to borrow from Uncle Kent to let me have a chance to step on the stage, thanks for helping me Uncle Kent.

A little bit nervous facing 500 audiences during that time...but is worth to train myself to become more courage! yeah!

got fourth place!Proud of myself~

And Louise got to say thanks for my familly, daddy+mummy+Jac+ Ernest supporting me! Nevertheless, Han family, as my god father, god mother and god sister over there supporting me! Even though, aundiences, you guys' claps also inspire for me. Thanks *bow**bow*...

2nd day ended...sleep at bed because cant resist to sleep in internet room accompany my sister online~

so embarrassing when my sis told me the workers come in and see me sleep till xxxxx....

Third day~

what for? of course ready to go back home! no employer such kind to give you so much day for fun sitting in hotel, there are still business after these days...

Good-bye my love~

+~*The End*~+

Love,

Louise Tan

对你们来说，什么样的礼物能让你开心？

2009-11-17T00:30:00.000+08:00

手机？装饰品？车？各种各样你想要的，如果你家庭有能力，一定能买给你。

但是，衷心的祝福，用钱是买不到的。

其实一张纸，一些字对你们来说可能毫无意义，今天的一些小插曲让我感觉到真的很感动，来跟你们分享吧。

刚刚完成我在家庭扮演洗碗妹的任务后，把垃圾清理了。以为可以温习功课的时候，“姐姐，我要给你一点东西。”后面邻居的女儿喊道。我以为又有口福可以有免费的水果吃，哈哈。

但事与愿违，后面的妹妹给了我一张纸，当我打开来看，以为她要耍什么花招，想转个头就把那张纸给丢了。但还是忍，看看她到底想干什么。

在纸上写着，

hot dog 一条
聪（葱）
两粒蛋
芹菜

天啊，什么来的？真的觉得有点废...
但她告诉我，：“姐姐，你考试当天一定要吃一条hot dog, 和两粒鸡蛋，吃葱和芹菜，考试要拿一百分。”
差一点把给我的祝福给丢掉了！
这一张纸比任何来的礼物有意义～
大家明白意思吗？一条热狗和两粒鸡蛋代表考试要拿一百分。吃葱，是要你考试当天变聪明
。芹菜，是要你考试是勤力作答，别空着。

有没有发现，当你一个人小小的动作，能给予人家一丝丝的感动，感觉一份热情，怀有一份希望。小孩子的天真我们不再有，因为时间不会倒退。但是怀着一颗感恩和真诚的心，真的那么的难吗？
请怀着存好心，做好事，说好话的心境吧。
祝你们开心，SPM考生加油！

Love,
Louise Tan

What is the meaning of your christian name?

2009-11-10T15:56:00.011+08:00

To:
Kent, Stella, Louise, Jacqueline, Ernest, Jayne, Joey, Eddie, Terry, Melissa, Mathilda, Tracy, Billie, William, Remus, Victor, Alvin, Vincent, Jolin, Vivian, Annie, Nicolle, Danny, Stephanie, Sandy, Jason, Wilson, Shaun, Cynthia, Paulo, Thomas, Michelle, Cecil, Camilia.

Kent

Origin : English

Meaning : From the edge or border.

Stella

Origin : Latin

Meaning : Refers to "star of the sea". A popular and contemporary choice.

Louise

Origin : German

Meaning : Famous Warrior, a form of Louisa

Jacqueline

Origin : French

Meaning : She who supplants. Feminine form of Jacques, in turn derived from Jacob.

Ernest
Origin : English
Meaning : One who is sincere and determined; serious.

Jayne

Origin : English

Meaning : God is gracious. Feminine version of John. Lady Jane Grey of the 16th century became queen, and gave this name a higher profile. Often used as a middle name or in combination names such as Mary-Jane.

Joey

Origin : English

Meaning : God will add.

Eddie

Origin : English

Meaning : A powerful and wealthy spearman.

Terry

Origin : Latin

Meaning : From an ancient Roman clan.

Melissa

Origin : Greek

Meaning : Honeybee. A popular name up until the 19th century, but has since become out-dated.

Mathilda

Origin : English

Meaning : Mighty in battle

Tracy

Origin : English

Meaning : Brave and daring. A name that was first popularised in the film "The Philadelphia Story".

Billie

Origin : English

Meaning : One who is a resolute protector.

William

Origin : German

Meaning : One who is a resolute protector.

Remus
Origin : Latin
Meaning : Oar

Victor

Origin : Latin

Meaning : A champion.

Alvin

Origin : English

Meaning : Friend of the elves or "noble friend." Relatively common today.

Vincent

Origin : Latin

Meaning : One who prevails or "the conqueror'.

Jolin

Origin : Hebrew

Meaning : The Lord is my God. Feminine form of Joel.

Vivian

Origin : Latin

Meaning : One who is full of life.

Annie

Origin : Hebrew

Meaning : Variant of Ann, meaning "Grace, favour". A little sophistication added to the simple "Ann".

Nicolle

Origin : Greek

Meaning : One who is victorious. Femine form of Nicholas.

Danny

Origin : English

Meaning : God is my judge.

Stephanie

Origin : Greek

Meaning : "Crown" or "garland". Feminine form of Stephen, the name of the first Christian martyr.

Sandy
Origin : Greek
Meaning : Helper

Jason

Origin : Hebrew

Meaning : God is my salvation/a healer. In Greek mythology, Jason was the brave leader of the Argonauts, who challenged the gods.

Wilson

Origin : German

Meaning : The son of William, a resolute protector.

Shaun

Origin : Irish

Meaning : God is gracious. A form of Sean.

Cynthia

Origin : Greek

Meaning : Moon goddess. Derived from Greek mythology, stems from the name Kynthia, an alternative name for Artemis, the Greek goddess of the moon. Refers to Mount Kynthios where Artemis was born. A fairly popular name.

Paulo

Origin : Latin

Meaning : A humble man. Popular name in Rome. Paul is the name one of Jesus Christ's most loyal disciples. He was also known as Saul. Miraculously called to follow God, Paul turned from being a persecutor of Christians to become one of the greatest martyrs in Christiandom.

Thomas

Origin : Aramaic

Meaning : One who is a twin. Thomas was one of the 12 apostles appointed by Jesus Christ. Because of his refusal to believe that Christ had risen until he personally felt the marks of crucifixion on Christ's body, the term "doubting Thomas" was coined.

Michelle

Origin : French

Meaning : Form of Michael meaning "One who is like the Lord God."

Cecil

Origin : Latin

Meaning : One who is blind/the sixth-born child.

Camilia

Origin : Italian

Meaning : A form of Camilla, it is the feminine form of Camillus. Said to have been used in reference to young female ceremonial attendants in Ancient Rome.

Love,
Louise Tan

GueSS I met who during Dinner time in Thai Restaurant??

2009-11-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

unpredictable, can't imagine I met an artist in Thai Steamboat today during dinner time...

this is him.~~ 陈泓宇， Shaun Chen.，《原点》电视剧的演员。
Meet an artist in such situation, maybe just happen once in life time.
Memorable day~~

Love,
Louise Tan

Antique have a kind of beauty~

2009-11-06T01:20:00.006+08:00

RM435.00 Black Bird Fly

When people talk about camera, almost all of you will definately think of digital camera.
but the history of camera is begun with camera that use film.
This is my dream antique camera~~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ saving money~~
when i get professional using the 1st lomocam i wanna buy which is nico-digi, i will save money to buy this,
capture the nice scene that given by God.
BBF, wait for me, muackzz.

Love,
Louise

Lomography~ the art of feel

2009-11-06T00:54:00.010+08:00

RM205.00, Nico-digi

Yesterday night Terry introduced me an art name as lomography,

before that i'm not even seen or heard before about it.

when the first sight on the lomocam, i feel like is small, maybe just can capture some pictures who quality not that good.

But i'm wrong, the pictures capture by the lomocam is an art i like it.

Although lomocam is cheaper compare to Canon ixus many times, but effect is good.

there's a kind of feel inside that picture

Let's see

to see more photograph taken by lomocam, go to http://www.theclickshop.net/shop/nico-digi/

hope you guys enjoy~

Love,

Louise Tan

Teddy Rescue~

2009-11-05T23:32:00.007+08:00

Poor Teddy...Accidentally hang on beside the ceiling..... Artistic right? is threw by my little cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ brother... Ta Dang~

Then he Saved by Louise Tan~~

Safely landing~

Love,

Louise Tan

LeT's have Biology class today~

2009-11-04T23:45:00.006+08:00

Wee~~~ you guys will wonder why i have time to online and post some stuff~

answer is easy~ because today i feel like throwing those books~
Although this heart had been dissected months ago, but I took this picture to post.
Reason: school can't even dissect pig's heart.

Let us see:

just ignore the white cylinder~

now we are in my kitchen,as i introduced just now, this is pig's heart. Just RM 1.50, if you guys have time, can go for a try.IS FUN!

1st, we cut the heart with a sharp knife. ( Of course , if not, you will dissect your finger =.= )

make sure you cut is from side and after cutting can see the right atrium , right ventricle, left atrium and left ventricle clearly.

Just like this:

erm... looks like squid right?

but it is not.

let me explain.the middle white stuff is the biggest artery in the pig's body. Is named as aorta.

you guys sure know one.

sorry for a stupid cut. the aorta suppose to be cut half.

those dark red stuff is agglutinated blood.

as in Biology in Form 5, you got learn about vena cava, carotid artery, the valves, tricuspid, bicuspid and semilunar valve. The most important thing i wanna search for but i cant find. ISH!!!!!!!!!! where the hell is the SA node, AV node, the purkinje fibres and those valves?

maybe should try with microscope.

But because of babi is a kind of non-halal things, should give up for borrow the HOLY microscope from school.

Ta dang~~ the end.

have sweet dreams~~

Love,

Louise Tan

To: All of the form 5 students who want to go further studies next year...

2009-10-15T22:38:00.006+08:00

I'd be informed that there are education fairS.
below are some infos about both of the education fairS.

Theme: Education fair for Pre-U studies in College and University
Venue: ballroom, impiana klcc hotel
Time: 1400-1900
Date: 18/10/2009

Theme: Education Fair for Furthure study in College and University
Venue: Kuala Lumpur Convention Center
Time: like others fair, ordinary time.
Date: 24/10/2009 and 25/10/2009

Hope this informations can help you guys search for the informations regarding further studies.

http://www.gen-education.com/pdfs/GEN-edufair-flyer.pdf

Remember to bring your trial result slip in case some application may need it.

*i got this information from my friend. She said that the news is from The Star paper.

Love,
Louise

She is kind of ... pity

2009-08-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

she is kind of .. pity
haha, these days just making her turning and turning around,
feel comfortable man...
if she think that she didn't do wrong,is fine, then no need to scare what i printed out and let people see. If innocent, God knows, no need craps alot.
Not to let YOU lost friends, is to let them know that how stupid was I am acting you as friend.
Let them know what is the truth, and actually how you discriminate every one of us in class. And how you say that every part of some one's body even knowledge cant win you.
Hey come on, what you wanna compare about? For finding fights, is true.
huh, i don't care, at least I know how to respect some of the people that worth to respect.
I din voice out something, you keep saying something bad behind me, and promote yourself that how you are innocent right? How innocent are you? How holy are you?
NO matter how you say it, proves are in my hand...once i let everybody knows that, you will know what happen, since you say yourself so clever, I think you already know the answer.Every people who had seen the conversation between both of us also hurt because
you not only discriminating me, also discriminate others.
Oh God, why you created some of these mankind to let them live in this world?
I know that, is to give us a kind of challenge.
To open our eyes, to brighten our mind, to widen our knowledge, to let us be more clever, to let us differentiate between good and bad.
I trust in you,God, just like I trust in myself.
Who are the one who correct, who are the one who wrong.
Everybody know that.
People who don't wanna say it out because some of them need your help in homework as well.
Clever, but uncivilised.

Is UnFaiR

2009-08-15T17:50:00.002+08:00

as the title above, i mean is inside my family.
Why every time I am the one who get scolded?
just because i'm the eldest?
Pui.....
What the fish that everytime the eldest get scolded?
I am a human too.
I have feelings.
what somebody who always did something wrong that worse than me won't get scolded?
fish isn't?
she can play the pc for the whole day, then y cant i sleep for the whole day?
Unfair,totally unfair, because I am the one who get scolded because i sleep more.
neither she get scold nor beaten up.
I hate to be scolded with some unfair reason.
Everytime is the same.
Is the same, won't ever change.
I have lost my hope within my family's attitude, just sometimes gonna pretend happy.
they dont believe in me, they don't care about my feeling.
But juz sometime they did,seems like just once or twice in a year.
From my point of view, is just like ignoring me all the time.
Can't blame me why I want to stayback to study.
Is better than at home.

SiNgInG CoMpEtItIoN

2009-08-13T21:34:00.003+08:00

So fast....
till the day i gonna sing out all my feelings infront of schoolmates.
Feel very excited...
For those who wish me luck, thanks for what you all had done..
I appreciate...
Really, touched.

Happy Birthday Mama.

2009-08-11T15:02:00.003+08:00

sorry mum, today only post a post to wish you happy birthday.
anyway, I love you and hope you will not get older as time passes by.
You always good to me.
Happy birthday once again
Muackzz...

Iman's Birthday...

2009-08-11T14:48:00.007+08:00

today's main character is my classmate, Iman.

today is her birhtday, all of us plan to celebrate with her after school, luckily i can attend this small party at school because our good Mathematics teacher, Pn. Haslina, left us early.

By the way, I don't noe the crowd wanna celebrate with Iman.

After finish class only i realise of it because of JR told me.

Then I followed all of my classmate heading to somewhere.

It is the place that most of the smokers gather and smoke...

I wonder why Iman's bf, which is Izwan will choose that place, maybe is because it can be more secretive??=.= ( I think so??)

After that, Izwan did something romantic, he playing the "happy birthday " song with his guitar.On the other hand, Izwan also bought a cake.

chocolate cake. Xp

Meanwhile, after finish sing all the songs...( yeah, two songs, beside happy birthday in English, the other is Malay's birthday song, v all chinese dunno how to sing then juz clap hand there like sohai...and blur...)
I juz say i wanna eat that strawberry on the cake....because the strawberry on the cake is attractive....
then wish Iman once again.
then, go back.

so good, why people's birthday have friends to celebrate with but me...

Juz sometimes.

But it is better to be with family because they are the ones who always give you the best. I love you all too friends.

Muackzz..

Not saying you guys not good, good as in friendship...(some of you)

blek!!

Happy birthday Iman.

Introduction for this blog

2009-08-08T19:19:00.008+08:00

Hi guys,
thanks for viewing.
I created this blog yesterday, which is 7th of August.
By the way, the reason this blog created is I feel that I have more free time now without my bf (now is ex).
I can have more time to spend with you guys and girls.
I can have more time to "chui shui" with you all.
Don't make our life like in court.
The most important is to make ourself happy everytime, everyday.
In life related matters, I can advise you all not to couple early.
COUPLE WILL NOT HAVE THE FREEDOM THAT SINGLE HAVE.
that is what I realised when i ended this 1 year + relationship recently.
wasting time with someone who is selfish and won't think of me.
I called that love, I was a FOOL.
Honestly I did.
The love from my parents and my family pours to me everytime but I did not realise it.
They had forgived me about the idiot who always call my house phone and annoyed them.
Not only them, I felt annoyed too.
with him, I totally have no time and space, since he wanna control,i
juz say goodbye to him.
because it is good for both of us.
he will be good then, so am I.
He will live better because he no need to face such an open minded girl anymore, and make him mad somemore which will cause him to get high blood pressure.
I will be good because I won't be grounded anymore.
But, I dun have any regret for taking this path.
and hence, I feel happier after dumping him.
Somemore I can see handsome guys without feeling guilty.
Eddie Cahill......so cute and handsome
I'm free!!!!!!
I'm free for now.
Join my single world.
It's fun.

I'm not defaming you, what I mentioned on the posts are all real, think of it.~